Under standing my self and my challenges.

Today is a day that the lord has made let us be glad and be thankful in it.

my baby called me earlier this morning. Her day was not starting as she had hoped. I pray that we all remember that things can change in the blink of an eye. So we really need to start training our selves that all things change, therefore respond with encouragement.

I am starting to form a plan to get this business started. I have been wanting a “wall art Photography studio”. I have taken some wonderful photo’s from all over the United States of America for the last five years, of being on the road as a truck driver. Yet I’m learning that I have to put some real work into this business if I plan on making some money with the gift I have. And also be able to give back to God the glory He gives to me . A few years back I read Joel Olsten’s book ‘ I Declare’, actually my husband and I ready it together twice , one year. One of the days spoke about using that talent and gifts that God gave us to work toward Gods good. I was in great dismay with myself that day because I didn’t believe that I have a gift to be able to give back to Gods favor. I was at a low point in my life. I remember crying , in deep hope that God would give me a gift. I cried like a baby hungry for milk, and I don’t like milk. I wanted Hem to show me my gift if I had one.

Today I believe that that my gift is to pass on positivity to anyone, everyone and all. I like helping people feel better about a disappointment, or to share a smile about good new. I feel deep joy when I can share in a positive way. Apart of the business plan that I’m working on is recreating my photo’s into I inspirational Wall Art. God gave me the ability to speak positive words to myself that has allowed me to grow spiritually. menially, and socially. Socially I need so real Devine assistance. When you know your faults its important to acknowledge them.

I began to realize realize some things I believe about the world and life. And of myself that I can pass on that may help others get over a moment and keep it moving. 1. Their are people that are miserable and enjoy creating madness. Realize it for what it is. And keep God in your plans 2. Things change. nothing is always perfect. Except what You can’t control. Practice to evaluate the situation before communicating. Kept negativity off your tongue. Harsh words have never improved a situation. 3. I don’t like that people judge me on may appearance. Yet I find my self judging others situations. When I know I’m doing this , I say it openly in Gods favor, “I DONT HAVE THAT IS NEEDED TO JUDGE ANY ONE PERIOD.” 4. At some point in my self experience of this life’s journey, I believe that I’m getting to petty about so things. So when I recognize this I say ” who is going to take care of me when I get old” I what to have a long Joyful life. Watch the generations of Gods love and grace grow around me. I am apart for Gods glory so I will pass it on. 5.When things get me down I don’t have to stay down. ‘” Keep moving forward”, I say to myself. I have control of my reactions and response to all situations and life changes. I may not have control over the situation that is going on around me, in it self but I will learn how I control my reactions to the situation. there are times when no reaction is needed. ”Cry and get on to the next moment.” or ” okay J that’s enough.”