Looking Back

. John 21 verse 21-23 If I will that he tarry till I come, what is that to thee? Follow thou me

Good morning. I finished the book of John this morning. Glory be to God. Yesterday after I got going on my todays scheduled to do list, keeping God in my plans, I read some of my older blog post.

The post on our cruise brought up some old memories and shared moments with our dinning companions at the dinner time table. And how awesome the server was. We were all scheduled to be at that table at 5pm every night for five nights. All of use were present most nights. We were all different people from different back grounds and varies ago groups. Any way, what I remember the most is how we all meshed in with each other while laughing and having adult conversation. It was such a pleasure. One couple was from Alaska, I had never meet any one from so far north. One of the couples was actually from Texas only about one hundred miles from Houston. This couple has a church and was the pastor. They invited use to came visit. My husband and the Pastor hit it off right away and I remember felling really surprised and happy about the bound they had. We had made plains to visit them once we got back home. Never thinking that Covid-19 would be traveling the country as we where sailing the open sea.

And “SMH” in that Post I said That I would never get back on a ship. That I would rather fly to my next vacation location. That has changed too. “BABY” If I can’t drive to my next destination I won’t be going any where. And that is disappointing because I really want to go to Hawaii. I dream of being on that Island. To take some beautiful pictures in the state. To see my toes in the clear blue ocean. I have only seen Hawaii on the world wide web and through the lens of others. I pray that I grow out of the fears that I have due to THIS VIRUS AND THE NEW MEANNESS OF MAN KIND because I want to be able to travel again without all the new fears that are keeping me locked in my house. I want to go to school and be around people again.

This virus called Covid-19 IS SO UNKNOWN, when you listen to other people on the television and the many scientist, no one truly knows what this virus consist of or how it will affect the body next. The scientist studies of the pandemic has there hands full, with the new strands that seem to be coming out every month. I hear about a new strand from one country to another so often that I wonder how a vaccine that was developed months ago is suppose to help protect me from a new stand that the scientist was never a wear of. It may take years but I have faith in the technology , they will figure it out. So until then , I will just stay home and do the best I can with what I have. To protect myself from the virus and the hatred of other, I rather be in the house. If I go out I try to protect my self and I say ” try” because some of the safest people have gotten this virus and the science is documented that some people are getting it twice.

I give all the Glory to God for keeping myself and my Family in his Grace. And I pray for every one to live there lives in Peace.

Also, I Give All Glory To God to He that supplies all my needs. God showed his mercy and Grace for me last night. I am able to pay my bills this morning and its only due to Gods favor that I can.

Stay Positive… Stay Focused… Stay Prayerful…