Words of warning John 16 KJV

I went to bed in a funk and I woke up in a funk. The details are not important as the outcome.

I wonder why it is that when I’m broke I can be impatient. But when I have a few dollars in my pocket, I tolerate my faults and other peoples taunting. I truly and openly talked to Jesus all day yesterday. Asking for guidance in calming the storm that is raging in me. I don’t like when I feel this way. Constantly fighting myself to stay positive and focused on positive thoughts.

O may and I ate like a crazy person. When I picked up my grandson we stopped at a drive thru and got French fries and a egg roll. We sat in a Low’s parking lot and ate. Then went into the garden department and got 10 bags of compost and some flower to plant. Chance, my grandson , picked out a plant for himself that he had to put back because I didn’t have enough money and so had to explain that we have a budget. This is apart of life that he needed to learn. And I’m good with that. This to shall pass. (this is from a part of John verse 16 chapter 33) that in me ye might have peace In the world ye shall have tribulations: but be of good cheer, I have over come the world.

In the times that we are living in can be so hard. And some times I have to remember that I have a young man in my life that is not use to not getting everything he wants. I believe even the wealthy is probably suffering from this infliction as well. Our kids’ and grandkids; our youth are being challenged with all the changes that this pandemic is spreading through the world. Life is not easy for anyone no matter your background. The world as we knew it to be is no more. The sooner we realize this one true fact we will all as one make it thru. Hard lessons will be learned , taught and fought, with we all as one. God leading in the Glory.

Me having to explain to him, how important sacrificing something in life to retain needed things for life, made me think about the mood I woke in this morning. And I’m more aware of Gods presence in my life. Talking life through with my ten year old child, spoke the wisdom in to my heart. And I’m so very thankful. My life is not perfect and I have my challenges but I am so happy and thankful to have something substantial to pass on the the next generation. Stay Positive stay focused and always bee in Prayer.